It's My Life

Tue, 13 Nov 2007 20:53:31 GMT

1. What do you think of me, Music Player?

Someone old
No one new
Feeling borrowed
Always blue
Someone old
No one new
Always borrowed
Always you
I Slept With Someone in Fall Out Boy and All I Got Was This Stupid Song Written About Me; Fall Out Boy

2. What is my worst trait?

I hope for your sake you don't wake up
as broken as I am
A Goodnight's Sleep; the Starting Line

3. What is my best?

I think this time I'll stand up for myself
While you sit down
Break up Day; the Starting Line

4. What do I think of myself?

I can forget where I am now
smiling as I pass some parked cars
I can forget where I am and
run through my town scream til I faint
stumble around, scare kids away
Worn out I'll be asleep on the street
watch my whole town attempt to wake me,
sidewalks lend their backs to my feet.
My Town; Armor for Sleep

5. What do my friends really think of me?

I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done
And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here
Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say
To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do
Slower slower
We don't have time for that
All I want is to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads
Have heart my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess
Run;;Snow Patrol

6. Does someone secretly lust after me?

Oh, Oh maybe, we were made
we were made for each other
Ahh, is it possible for the
World to look this way forever?
We Were Made for Each Other; Jacks Mannequin

7. What does my crush or boyfriend think of me?

So with this kiss, I promise to never forget what you
did for me, you did for me
Hold On Tightly, Let Go Lightly; Boys Night Out

8. Will I ever find my other half?

Hello? This there anybody in there?
Just nod if you can hear me.
Is there anyone home?
Comfortably Numb; Pink Floyd

9. What do you think happiness is?

Today I woke up and you were gone
The whole day wondering what I did wrong
It's like I'm falling from a mountaintop
My heart keeps pounding and it won't stop
Can you see this hell I'm living
I'm not giving up
Will you crawl to me
Will you fall with me
I'll never crawl to you
I've done it all for you
Well don't deny
The hand that feeds you needs you
Oh god I'd die to try to
Finally please you
There goes a piece of me
Will I cease to be
I've never lied to you
Fought bled and died for you
Deny; Default

10. What should I do with my life?

The scene was meant to be
I see it coming after all the worst of me would fall
Make this now or never
See it on my face I’m getting over you
Make this now or never
I’m getting over you
The place it takes me now
Well is it far enough
I’m getting over you
Make this now or never
Over You; Acceptance

11. Will I have a happy life?

And you can tell everybody this is your song
It may be quite simple but now that it's done
I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is while you're in the world
Your Song; Elton John

12. Will I die happy?

Sarah Beth is scared to death
Cause the doctor just told her the news
Between the red cells and white
Something's not right
But we're gonna take care of you
Six chances in ten it won't come back again
With the therapy were gonna try
It's just been approved
It's the strongest there is
I think we caught it in time
Sarah Beth closes her eyes
and She dreams she's dancing
Around and around without any cares
And her very first love is holding her close
And the soft wind is blowing her hair
Sarah Beth is scared to death
As she sits holding her mom
Cause it would be a mistake
For someone to take
A girl with no hair to the prom
For, just this morning right there on her pillow
Was the cruellest of any surprise
And she cried when she gathered it all in her hands
The proof that she couldn't deny
Sarah Beth closes her eyes
and She dreams she's dancing
Around and around without any cares
and her very first love was holding her close
and the soft wind is blowing her hair
It's quarter to seven
That boy's at the door
And her daddy ushers him in
And when he takes off his cap
They all start to cry
Cause this morning where his hair had been
Softly, she touches just skin
They go dancing around and around
Without any cares
And her very first true love is holding her close
For a moment she isn't scared.
Skin; Rascal Flatts

13. Can you give me some good advice?

Never settle for the path of least resistance
Living might mean taking chances
But they're worth taking
Lovin' might be a mistake
But it's worth making
Don't let some hell bent heart
Leave you bitter
When you come close to selling out
Reconsider
Give the heavens above
More than just a passing glance
I Hope You Dance; Lee Ann Womack

Mon, 27 Aug 2007 00:52:51 GMT

waking up i see that everything is ok
the first time in my life and now it's so great
slowing down i look around and i am so amazed
i think about the little things that make life great

i wouldn't change a thing about it
this is the best feeling.

Fri, 24 Aug 2007 19:55:00 GMT

meet my brother. he protects me from bad boys. he has my back and can always make me smile. we got each others backs. no one can take his place. i miss him a lot, too much.

thats Christine, she's gorgeous but doesn't realize it. I look up to her and shes one of my good friends. I enjoy her company and her advice she gives me. i miss her<3

Thats big becka, she's one tough girl. I remember we cried in the hall way together cause we would be so lost. But we always found out what we needed to do together. I look up to her as well. She's strong and determine to be happy. And she's going to the school I am going to next year. She's beautiful in every way.

The one in the white, yeah she's the best of the best. the strongest person I know. Her determination and talent is so impressive. Shes beautiful and works extremely hard for the things she gets. I enjoy being good friends with her. shes got my back and I got her. Shes there for me even though sometimes I can be wrong. I can call her anytime of the day or night and she helps me. She takes care of me. i love her.

Wed, 15 Aug 2007 23:50:26 GMT

Wed, 15 Aug 2007 13:26:39 GMT

Oh love, such a silly game we play
Like a summer's day in may
What is love, what is love
I just wanted to be love
Ohhh, oh

And i, i, i can feel it in your kiss
It just gives me tender bliss
What is love, what is love
I just wanted to be loved

When i feel you around
I was mad as hell when i hit the ground
When i see you laugh away
It hurts but i just wont say

Oh oh oh love
Who can tell me i am lost
I think that i am strong
What is love, what is love
I just wanted to be loved
Ohhh, oh

When i feel you around
We were so upset we fell on the ground
When i see you mad at me
It was such a silly thing

Wed, 15 Aug 2007 02:22:52 GMT

I’ve gotta be good or mama will scold me
Yes, yes, yes
I asked her and this is what she told me
Yes, yes, yes

Mother, may I go out dancing? Yes, my darling daughter
Mother, may I try romancing? Yes, my darling daughter
What if there’s a moon, mama darling, and it’s shining on the water
Mother, must I keep on dancing? Yes, my darling daughter
What if he’ll propose, mama darling, when the night is growing shorter?
Mother, what should be my answer? Yes, my darling daughter

Oh mama, oh mama, oh mama, oh mama

What if he should insist on one embrace, mama,
How can I keep him in his place
If his manner becomes a shade improper?
Tell him that your heart belongs to papa

Mother, will it be exciting? Yes, my darling daughter
Mother, do I look inviting? Yes, my darling daughter
If he holds me tight, mama darling, and my knees just turn to water
Mama must I keep on dancing? Yes, my darling daughter
What if he’ll persist, mama darling, doing things he hadn’t oughta
Mama, what should be my answer? Yes, my darling daughter

Tue, 14 Aug 2007 16:53:54 GMT

Every time I think of you

I always catch my breath

And I'm still standing here

And you're miles away

And I wonder why you left

And there's a storm that's raging

Through my frozen heart tonight

I hear your name in certain circles

And it always makes me smile

I spend my time just thinking about you

And it's almost driving me wild

But it’s my heart that’s breaking

Down this long distance line tonight

And I ain't missing you at all

Since you've been gone... away

I ain't missing you

No matter what I might say

There's a message in the wires

And I'm sending you a signal tonight

You don't know how desperate I've become

And it looks like I'm losing this fight

But it's my heart that's breaking

Down this long dusty road of mine

And I ain't missing you at all

Since you've been gone... away

I ain't missing you

No matter what my friends say

And there's a message that I'm sending out

Like a telegraph to your soul

If I can't bridge this distance

Stop this heartbreak overload

I ain't missing you at all

Since you've been gone... away

I ain't missing you

No matter what my friends say

I ain't missing you

Since you've been gone away

I ain't missing you

No matter what your friends say

Hey, yeah... yeah

Yeah, yeah

I ain't missing you at all

Since you've been gone away

I ain't missing you, no.....

Tue, 14 Aug 2007 03:40:31 GMT

"To kiss and caress your chiseled face is heaven. To lovingly stroke your powerful flanks is divine. To ruthlessly carve down your spine, yank it from your body, and suck the sweet marrow from your beautiful vertebrae while you scream for your mommy...Mmm, that would be so sick!"

Tue, 14 Aug 2007 03:34:11 GMT

I've kissed your lips a million ways, but I still love to have you around. I've held you too many times to count. I think I know you inside out, and we're together most days, but I still love to have you around. You're a salty water, ocean wave. You knock me down, you kiss my face. I know the storms will always come, but I still love to have you around.

Tue, 14 Aug 2007 03:30:47 GMT

Most days I am either really busy or I have nothing to do. I like days where theres nothing I have to do. This week is jam packed with a lot of things. I enjoy being busy but I like time alone. I've discovered that I like being alone and not being around a lot of people. Makes me sound funky but I guess I don't mind. I am not afraid of being alone, I rather enjoy it. I watched "Because I said so" today, thats such a good movie. I believe I'll probably watch it before bed :] I guess I just can relate the mother daughter situation, well sorta. Today, just seemed to be a normal day. yeah that is it really. not much.

Mon, 13 Aug 2007 06:27:21 GMT

Our family never shared the same last name

but our family was a family the same

and they say, blood is thicker than water

oh, but love is thicker than blood

Mon, 13 Aug 2007 06:13:00 GMT

Spinning around and around, until my left was my right and up became down. With just one look you knocked me off of my feet, so unable to speak. Oh, how you made me weak. Though it was a while ago, I still can recall that moment so ready and waiting to fall. Let's go back in time, remember when you first captured my heart, over and over again. It's never been more perfect being alive; I've never been more satisfied as I am when I'm with you.

Mon, 13 Aug 2007 06:09:58 GMT

Well I saw you with your hands above the air

Spinning around, trying not to look down.

And you did and you fell, hard on the ground.

You stumbled around for a good ten minutes,

I said "I've never seen anyone look so dumb before!"

And you laughed and said "I still know how to turn you on"

You're the only one who knows exactly what I need.

Mon, 13 Aug 2007 06:04:23 GMT

be the change you want to see in the world.

Mon, 13 Aug 2007 06:00:44 GMT

Woke up yesterday with you on my mind. So afraid of running out of time. So come around again, and I'll show you what I mean, and you can tell me exactly what you need, and we can talk all night (We can talk all night), and I will sing you lullabies (I will sing you lullabies). Not every arrow is pointed straight at your heart. Sorry for the time I said too much. I was so afraid that you would fall out of touch

Mon, 13 Aug 2007 05:52:35 GMT

I remember stormy weather
The way the sky looks when it's cold
And you were with me
Content with walking
So unaware of the world

Please don't drive me home tonight
'Cause I don't wanna feel alone
Please don't drive me home tonight
'Cause I don't wanna go
Tuesday morning
In the dark
I was finding out
Who you are

I took your picture
While you were sleeping
And then I paced around the room
If I had known then
That these things happen
Would they have happened with you?

Please don't drive me home tonight
'Cause I don't wanna feel alone
Please don't drive me home tonight
'Cause I don't wanna go
Tuesday morning
In the dark
I was finding out
Who I was

And if you turned around to see me and I was gone
You should have looked outside your window
'Cause the sun was coming up
The sun was coming up

Please don't drive me home tonight
'Cause I don't wanna feel alone
Tuesday morning
In the dark
We were finding out
Who we are
Tuesday morning
In the dark
We were finding out
Who we are
Who we are
Who we are
Who we are

Sat, 11 Aug 2007 04:50:32 GMT

the pages keep turning
i'll mark off each day with a cross
and i'll laugh about all that we've lost

Sat, 11 Aug 2007 04:48:28 GMT

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Sat, 11 Aug 2007 04:47:28 GMT

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Sat, 11 Aug 2007 04:35:28 GMT

Everything that I said I'd do Like make the world brand new And take the time for you. I just got lost and slept right through the dawn And the world spins madly on. I let the day go by I always say goodbye. I watch the stars from my window sill. The whole world is moving and I'm standing still. Woke up and wished that I was dead With an aching in my head. I lay motionless in bed The night is here and the day is gone And the world spins madly on.

Sat, 11 Aug 2007 04:14:59 GMT

It's time to make peace with the past

just when you thought....

Sat, 11 Aug 2007 03:15:42 GMT

When you're all alone,
and you need a light,
someone to guide you through the night,
just remember that I am here,
to hold you close and dry your tears.

Oh-ooh

And just when you thought you were falling,
but you know I'll always be right there.

When you're all alone,
and you need a friend,
someone to help you to the end,
when you need someone to catch you when you fall,
I'll be there through it all.

oh-oh

Cause just when you thought you were losing,
but you know I'll always be right there.

And I'll be there through the good times,
and the bad,
and we'll be there for each other,
cause you're the best friend I've ever had.

And just when you thought you were falling,
but you know I'll always be right there.
oh-oooh whenever you need me,
I'll always be right there.

Fri, 10 Aug 2007 19:59:17 GMT

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